not in the good mood
September 9, 2008 by be-loved
oh.. i hate myself
yesterday i wrote that i am a person who don’t know what should i do.
today i realize that i hate my self for my condition. The reasons are:
1. my writing shows how weak i am
2. what the hell i was thinking on yesterday? i thought i am the one who can see objectively and understand others, while in other side i can protect my self from drowning in the problem
maybe it is true. i always pretend to be someone who is strong, to keep my pride that i can help my self. frankly i say, when i am down i use to wear a mask. i think most people do the same thing. wearing a mask.
come on, you should not be like this. this is not you. come on, cheer up
yes, i have to pull my self again and collect my soul. hidup terus bergulir, jadi ga sepantasnya gw pertahankan kondisi kaya gini. let see how i work with it
.ap.
Hey…. don’t be a loser! come on… believe me that u there to do something better.
so,never give uP coz uR noT alone