dazzlingMist

how can you describe a broken heart?

how can you heal a broken feelings?

Don’t know where to start it. Some times I think, if I have to feel this feelings and I know it hurt me in the end, so why should I have to start it?

Sometimes I think, what I feel is my precious thing. I have to keep it from outer, protect it from anything that can hurt it and provide it with anything that make me feel happy and warm.

if i can choose, i want to know how will i ended in one page of my life. so i can skip things that will hurt me and collect all things that make me comfort.

does my heart responsible to me or do i am the one who responsible to him?

when i was sick of this life, will i put this,

“Ia membuat segala sesuatu indah pada waktunya, bahkan Ia akan memberikan kekekalan dalam hati kita. Tetapi kita, manusia, tidak akan dapat menyelami pekerjaan yang dilakukan Allah dari awal sampai akhir… maka berdoa dan berharaplah!’

as my quote of my life?

if love is real, why does it make our feeling up and down? Reality is good. It is good enough to show me that my life is up and down when i was in love with someone. The question is, will it ended when i finally find my prince?

Honestly, today i have had played past. i didn’t want to remember it, but it came to me now. i know even though it hurt me, now i can smile on it. i can understand the feelings and i am glad i can fill my self with those memories. deep in my heart, i am jealous with people who had chance to share their feelings. i was too afraid i will show my weakness to others and i was sure i could handle it by myself.

i wonder, what kind of book of life that will i create in the end of my day. How many people and occasion will be written on it. the one that i know, i am the writer of my book.

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